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Name: Marii/Mimi
Location: Lubbock, Texas, United States
Birthday: 11/12/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: Violin, my friends, my dog, panda's, penguins, photography...mostly artistic stuff...I write classical music some...I love video games (yes...I'm a dork), and I love my close friends
Expertise: I'm not really an EXPERT at anything, but I'm good at violin, photography, drawing...certain video games. ^-^
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 1/7/2005

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

 

Marii has a

Myspace x_x

 

www.myspace.com/one_mii


 

Acctually, this one's my favorite,

I was going through my collection. heh...

because i'm obsessed. O_O

 


Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Boo!

heh...well...decided to update the old xanga.  thats right.
Anyway...9th grade has, by far, really has been the best year of meh very short life. x_x
I learned alot more outside educational purposes than actual stuff that was meant to be taught to me. But I'm sure most people did.
Photography and that little advisory period we dubbed as "extended photography" was by far the best time I ever, ever, ever spent with people. Ever. That room be magical. No, don't laugh. It is.
(yes this is going to be a long entry)
Also found out that though I might be a little "messed up" in the head, people still luff me.  mmhmm.Also discovered to a further extent (already knew this) some people don't give up. EVER. No matter how hard you try to be discrete and let their emotions walk away slightly intact...it just doesn't work. It doesn't. No. Doesn't.
I start summah classes with Jill tomorrow. Speaking of Jill. I loves Jill, mmhmm, LOVES. (another opportunity for Matt to call me a Resbian )
And speaking of Matt, I loves Matt too. Bestest guy EVER (e-v-e-r) to talk to. mmhmm. And he's good at those many....many...many asian jokes he cracks on me. heehee.
I luff alot of my friends, Not in a girlfriend/girlfriend or girlfriend/boyfriend type thing either, for you people who think that loving someone requires you to like them beyond the given extent. -.-
Oh yes...I has a new favorite quote (yes, I know...sappy...)
"Love doesn't have a happy ending...because Love's story never ends"
Never choose someone you like over someone you love. Especially if you love them with both your right and left atrium, and you're right and left ventricle.
(Your heart dumbass)
Oh yeah...for you extreme cynical people reading this and are saying "psh, teenage love, they've probably been dating for like...2 weeks"
2 years together, two and a half if you include the "courting".
Love's supposed to hurt. When you love a person, you put yourself in the position of being hurt. And by being in a relationship with a person you love, you put yourself in the position of voluntarily being hurt even further. You just trust them to never use that power on you.
Half the time they don't even mean to.
Anyway...Icon's, dedicated to the people who changed my life this year. (and have xanga's, I'm sending carlin hers through email)

Elizabeth Wu:
  
  
  

Catherine Wu:
  
  
  

Jill Chen:
  
  
  

Matt:
  
  
  

Erick:
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Monday, May 15, 2006

Whoo! I'll update more later, when I have time. In the meantime. ICONS
  
  
  
  


Sunday, April 30, 2006

As if you guys didn't know enough about me and my mentality....SURVEY(S)

2) have you ever poop in your pants? no
3) have you ever pissed in your pants? when i was younger
4) have you ever had your heart broken? yes
5) have you ever dyed your hair?  nope
6) have you ever lied to a good friend? not that i can remember
7) have you ever been to a sleepover? yeah
8) have you ever had clam strips? nope
9) have you ever had calamari? no
10) have you ever loved somebody so bad...it makes you cry? yes
11) have you ever stole anything? yesh, from my parents
12) have you ever got punched in the face? no
13) have you ever gotten beat up? no
14) have you ever thrown up?  yeah
15) have you ever had surgery? nope
16) have you ever smoked? tried it, hated it
17) have you ever drunk alcohol? yes
18) have you ever had a dog?  yes, have one now
19) have you ever had stiches? nope
20) have you ever had a nail screwed into you? ...no
21) have you ever played with matches? hehe yes
22) have you ever gotten thrown into a most pit? noo
23) have you ever gotten sea sick? nope
24) have you ever yelled at a good friend? yes
25) have you ever took this survey before? something like this one.
THIS or THAT:
1) vanilla or chocolate? chocolate
2) hat or visor? hat
3) glove or mittens? glove
4) sneakers or sandals? depends
5) pen or pencil? pencil
6) jeans or capris? jeans
7) shorts or skirts? skirts
8) jacket or sweatshirt? jacket
9) pee or poop? ....pee?
10) orange or apple? orange
11) lemon or lime? lemon
12) ice cream or cake? ice cream
13) water or milk? water
14) rain or sun? rain
15) indoor or outdoor? indoor
16) mall or park? mall
17) bike or scooter? bike
18) tennis or volleyball? ...sports? no.
19) football or basketball? basketball
20) lipgloss or chapstick? chapstick
21) meat or fruit? depends
22) hamburgers or hot-dogs? hamburgers
23) candy or vitamins? candy (DUH?!)
24) dogs or cats? dogs
25) rap or rock? depends
26) country or punk? iiii hate country
27) hip-hop or r&b? depends
28) CD player or radio? cd player
29) JcPenny or Dillards? dillards
30) carpet or rugs? rugs
31) t.v or computer? computer
32) video games or board games? videogames
33) Usher or Nelly? ...i don't listen to them 
34) 50 cent or Lloyd Banks? candy shop
35) Jessica or Ashlee Simpson? ...no
36) Ciara or Beyonce? neither
37)  typing or writing? typing (with proper grammar)
38) music or reading? music
39) disney channel or nick? eh, nick
40) MTV or BET? mtv
41) headbands or hair ties? neither
42) pink or purple? purple
43) blue or green? blue

99 Random Bolding
01. my first name begins with the letter "a"
02. it's raining outside
03. i've been called a slut before
04. i wear hoop earrings
05. i have never seen "the notebook"
06. i used to love finger painting
07. i'm a camera whore
08. i drink soda everyday
09. i love chinese food
10. i think paris hilton shouldn't be famous
11. i wear black eyeliner
12. i wear mascara
13. i've never been out of the country i live in
14. i've never been on an airplane
15. i have a camera flip phone
16. i wish i had a cell phone
17. i think people shouldn't be labeled [[emo, punk, goth, prep etc]]

18. i've been to the eiffel tower in paris
19. i miss someone right now
20. i want to give someone a hug right now

21. i'm listening to music at the moment
22. i have more black clothes then orange clothes
23. i have many posters in my room
24. i love lipgloss
25. i believe i have found true love
26. i am taken
27. i hate girls that are completely obsessed with abercrombie and fitch clothes
28. i'm on the computer way too much

29. i hate the show "laguna beach" because it's just about a bunch of rich kids and hooking up
30. i think hilary duff and joel madden shouldn't be a couple
31. i like to read
32. i have a journal and i write in it at least once a week (does xanga count?)
33. i'm in high school
34. i smoke
35. music = love
36. there's a person in my life right now that i know i cannot live without
37. high school = drama

38. there's a song stuck in my head right now
39. i can fluently speak two or more languages

40. i am hooked on the show "the gauntlet 2" on mtv
41. i love burning cds
42. i have only one best friend
43. iced cappuccinos from tim horton's are yummy
44. i've never been to starbucks
45. i know how to say "i love you" in more then one language
46. i have a xanga addiction
47. i have a louis vuitton bag
48. nick lachey and jessica simpson were sooo cute together =(
49. i write poetry
50. puppies are cute
51. my parents spoil me
52. i know some really perverted guys at my school
53. i like to burn candles in my room
54. i enjoy reading magazines
55. i need a bigger closet
56. i drink water daily
57. i live in the moment
58. i like to dance
59. i've celebrated mardi gras in new orleans before
60. i have a dog
61. i've seen the same movie 10 times or more

62. i'm a night baby
63. i can't stand the smell of coffee
64. i use my dad's credit card
65. i have stuffed animals on my bed
66. i look at a mirror at least once a day
67. i like to bake cookies
68. i can't swim
69. i hate shopping
70. i've been a physical fight before
71. i support gay marriage
72. i only have one or two people i can actually trust
73. i love taking surveys
74. i'm a sophmore
75. i love the summer
76. i have my own computer
77. i've given someone a hug within the last 24 hours
78. i've given someone a kiss within the last 24 hours
79. i love the snow
80. i don't watch a lot of tv
81. i've dirty danced with a guy before
82. i drink alcohol
83. i think billie joe armstrong from green day is HOTT
84. i don't eat breakfast on school days
85. i've been really depressed before
86. i've thought about suicide before (stupid, stupid, stupid)
87. i still cut myself
88. i've cut myself before but no longer do
89. i can't stand it when my ex always looking at me
90. i don't like this survey
91. i haven't been to any of my high school dances
92. there's a skateborder living on my street
93. i have a friend that owns a ground pool
94. i have more then 5 tv's in my house
95. i wish i lived in the city
96. i've never been on a subway before
97. i never had sex-related rumors spread around the school about me before
98. i've never been in love
99. this survey really did cure my boredom


Thursday, April 27, 2006

SWEEPSTAKES!!

muahahaha. hells yes. Orchestra got sweepstakes. It was us and evans...but evans strings suck, so it was pretty much a band performance. Anyways...I'm really happy bout that.
Mackenzie was so confident that they were going to get sweepstakes, and their orchestra director said that she would pay for all of their food if they did...and they didn't...and some of the kids had ordered tons of food...and they had to pay it all themselves. Arrogant Fools. (call me a little biast but, hey, we maintained the 4+ year streak we have going) Jeremy got sick , but I'm glad he tried anyways.
Hmm...caboose was fun, Me and Liz deflated some male ego's in pool. heheheh...and most of the rest of the time was the asians playing or watching DDR. Erick and Jake tried it. heehee, they looked so funny. there was this one 8th grade chick that was INSANELY good. seriously O_O <--that good. I dunno how to spell her name, but she was good.
Eh, when we got back to school I skipped 7th period and Katie held my arms and made me dance to songs I don't know. >_< it was funny though. I stood on Ericks legs in an attempt to get taller, fell...and almost racked him. it was funny at the time.
Aside from that...
THE AWARD CEREMONY...for lack of a better words...WAS SO FUCKED UP.
uuuggghh, I could go into this HUGE rant about it...but It'd make me want to go do something violent and stupid. I shall just say...those of you who did not go, be happy. VERY VERY HAPPY!! My parents have been bitching to me since I got home because they announced 2 (of my more than 2) awards. Which made my parents think I was some kind of retard. AGH! NO! must...not...rant...

To prevent myself from going into that...ICONS!!
  
  
 
 
  
  
  



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